Posted: 27 Apr 2013 08:54 PM PDT
The circle of men
whirls around the fire, hand in hand, hand catching hand, drawing in
newcomers into the ring that races around and around in the growing darkness.
A melody thumps through the speakers teetering unevenly with the bass, the
sound is both old and new, a mix of the past and the present, like the
participants in the dance, the traditional garments mixing with jeans and
t-shirts until it is all a blur.
It is Lag BaOmer, an
obscure holiday to most, even to those who come to the fires. The remnants of
the Jewish Revolt against the might of the Roman Empire are remembered as
days of deprivation in memory of the thousands of students dying in the war,
until the thirty-third day of the Biblical Omer, part of the way between
Passover and Shavuot, the day when Jerusalem was liberated.
Deprived of music for weeks, it rolls back in waves through speakers, from
horns blown by children and a makeshift drum echoing an ancient celebration
when men danced around fires and shot arrows into the air. The fires and bows
have remained a part of Lag BaOmer, even when hardly anyone remembers the
true reason for them.
The new Yom Yerushalayim, the day of the liberation of the city, is coming up
soon, but the old Yom Yerushalaim, came thousands of years ago and ten
days before it on the calendar. Time is a wheel, and, like a circle,
everything comes around again. Hands pulling on hands, years pulling on
years, on and on like the orbits of planets and stars. The Divine Hand of G-d
pulls us along, and we pull each other in the dance of life.
The circle speeds up, men racing faster and faster, the children left behind,
as the flames sputter and night falls. The rebellion, although bravely fought,
failed, and Jerusalem fell again, and then Betar. The joy of the celebration
turned to ashes, but, even in the shadow of the empire, their spirit endured.
The stories were changed a little, the rebellion encoded into a story of
Rabbi Akiva, the pivotal scholarly figure in the war, and of his students who
perished because they had not been able to get along with one another. The
failure of unity had been the underlying reason for the Roman conquest and
the Jewish defeats. It is the ancient lesson still unlearned that the circle
of the dance teaches us.
Lag BaOmer is not the first Jewish story of physically and spiritual heroism
to be encoded for fear of the enemy. There is much that we know, without
knowing what it truly means, messages from the past, that exist only as
echoes reminding us of our purpose. Few of those in the circle passing around
the flame know what they are truly commemorating and yet the act is its own
commemoration. Thousands of years later the echo of a fierce joy, the pride
of a people emerging out of a momentary darkness in a burst of wild energy,
is still here. Though the details are forgotten, the joy endures, the song is
sung and the fire still burns.
In the darkness, there is nothing but the fire and the dark shapes racing
around it, leaping with the guttering flames. A teenager pours oil on the
flames and they rise higher and higher. A new song begins but they are all
the same song. Even the new songs are old. The music changes, but the words
remain the same. Arms rise and fall, feet kick and the participants run
around the fire only to end up right back where they began.
Codemaking is a dangerous business, for the keys to the code can be
forgotten. In Spain and in the American Southwest there are men and women who
keep odd rituals, but who no longer remember that the reason they keep them
is because they are descended from Jewish Conversos. They have lost the most
important part of the code, the part that explains everything. The men
dancing around the fire have not lost that. They may not remember the
liberation of Jerusalem, but their feet remember it, their arms remember it,
their hearts remember it and most of all they remember who they are. They
retain the key to the entire code. They remember that they are Jews.
It all began with fire. Avraham was cast into the fire and emerged alive from
the flames. Then Chananya, Mishael and Azariah. And then millions more
turning to ash in the ovens only to rise again in a new generation. "Is
not this man a brand plucked out of the fire," G-d asks Satan in the
vision of the Prophet Zechariah. "But who may abide the day of his
coming?" the Prophet Malachi says."And who shall stand when he
appears? For he is like a refiner's fire."
A piece of heavy wood
chars, bright sparks rising into the night air. It is cool outside the ring
of fire, but here it is painfully hot, the air thick with heat. The children
gaze wonderingly at the sparks, flying up like tiny stars, their eyes
recording the memory with a purer fidelity than any of the cameras outside
the circle. Their minds will record the memory of the light, the feel of it
on their skin and the awe of seeing something new for the first time. They
will remember the circle and the fire.
The story of Moloch is the tale of men who worshiped the fire with the bodies
of their children. But the children who race around the margins of this fire
are the survivors of the servants of Moloch who tried to thrust their
grandfathers and great-grandfathers into the flames. They will grow running
around the flames from those who wish to thrust them into the fire, to burn
away all that they are. Some will die, killed by Muslim terrorists or by
other modern day servants of Moloch, but others will survive, and one day
their children will race around the flames, defying the worshipers of fire,
the worshipers of death, to do their worst to them.
The fire blazes up, tongues of flame darting toward us like the tongues of
lions. This is the race we run around the flames that always burn, whether we
see them or not. Year after year, generation after generation, and century
after century, the fire burns, but we go on and no matter how many of us
burn, we continue running the race with the flames, outpacing it, outlasting
it and outliving it. No matter how many of us die, we still live.
A Talmudic recollection bemoans the Zoroastrian persecutions of the Jews. The
notion today is as quaint as Assyrian chariots and Roman legions. The day
will come when the Islamic persecutions are as obscure and laughable. When
all the desert sands have covered over Mecca and the might and power of Islam
are one with Assyria and Rome, with ancient pagan religions that have come
and gone, blazing brightly like the flames, only to go out into the darkness,
the dance will continue.
The men slow their steps, an ancient movement that the first wave of settlers
to the Holy Land instinctively recreated. Dancing is a key that unlocks
secret knowledge, that opens up buried memories, that turns the wheel of time
back until it all becomes a circle that comes alive when it is closed.
Despite the tremendous variations in customs and appearances, they have all
unlocked the code of the circle, the hand to hand connection, the knowledge
that whatever else we must go on. That the Jewish people must live.
The Bar Kochba revolt was not the last time that Jews fought to liberate
their land. It was not the last time that the gates of Jerusalem were thrown
open to a Jewish army. The liberation of Jerusalem in 1967 was the
fulfillment of a struggle that had been going on for nearly two thousand
years, as empires and caliphates had claimed the land, planted their spears
and rifles over its barren hills, and enforced their laws upon it. And if
Jerusalem falls again, if Masada falls again, if we fall into the fire, then
we will rise out of it again, less in number, less in memory, but still a
circle.
Fresh from battle, the soldiers danced around the flames. They had defeated
the legions of Rome, without any special training and with poor equipment,
they had beaten the greatest army in the world. They had survived the flames
and in an explosion of joy, they raced around the celebratory fires, tasting
the momentary immortality of battle. Their names are forgotten, lost to memory.
Lag BaOmer is associated now with two of Rome's scholarly opponents, Rabbi
Akiva and Rabbi Shimon Bar Yochai, who passed on the teachings and traditions
that kept the circle intact even in the fire.
Wars are won and lost all the time. No victory, however
significant, endures forever. There is no immortality in the victories of the
flesh, only in the triumphs of the spirit. For all our losses, this circle is
a victory, an ancient celebration of a spiritual triumph kept secret in the
face of the enemy. The circle of clasped hands reminds us that against the
dead hand of history, we have a Living Hand that guides us even in our
darkest hours, in the smoke and flame, in the ash and fire.
"Know that your descendants will be strangers in a land not their
own," G-d tells Avraham, as the sun goes down, and amid a thick
darkness, a smoking furnace and a flaming torches passes between the parted
pieces of the covenant. There is smoke and fire, a thick darkness, but as
each hand in the circle clasps another, the pieces are joined together into
one. The unity will not last. But it is a reminder of who we can be and who
we should be when we join together. A reminder of the covenant with G-d and
with one another.
The dance is difficult, not because it is hard to learn or do, but because it
is tiring. Some fall out of the circle, but others join in. It is a mistake
to dwell too much on how many come and how many go. To count the losses,
while overlooking the gains. We were never meant to be a numerous people, to
swell to an empire, rotten with corruption, choking on its own grossness,
until it dies. It is easier to win the race with the flames when you are
small and light on your feet. Some tire of the race and leave, and fall into
the flames or the darkness and are gone. But we go on. We always go on.
Daniel Greenfield is a New York City based writer and blogger
and a Shillman Journalism Fellow of the David Horowitz Freedom Center.
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